i see what i want to see... just like everyone else...
Friday, April 3, 2009
Shut up and drive
I kinda like Rihanna's song, Shut up and drive. Apart from the catchy tune, I like like the way the lyrics went, about how we should grab hold of the reigns in life and just ride it out the way we want to. I'm taking over the reigns now, trying to get used to it. I'm looking forward to my ride.
I have warped senses in that I see things through my own perspectives, I smell things all foul and unpleasant, I reach out with all my might and yet fail to touch anyone, I choose to hear what I like to hear and I love the taste of bitterness in life. Sounds like your typical pessimistic whiner.
On the upside, at least I realize that I can't trust my senses. My brain interprets all these negative stuff when I bottom out but cleverly ignores all the good things I already have in life. I think I need a new brain. Oh wait, maybe I don't have one.
Come to think of it, I will need a new heart as well. All my 5 senses have been corrupted with all the bad stuff that is happening around me to the point that my heart has become calloused and hardened.
After all these years, I'm still trying to figure out who I am. Do I belong to the light or to the darkness? Will you tell me?