i see what i want to see... just like everyone else...
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Since I'm in a foul mood now, I might as well continue ranting. There's this guy that I seriously doubt his manhood. For starters, he's almost 30 years old and his dad sends him to work everyday. WTH? I've heard of fathers sending their daughters to work but seriously, a father sending his son to work? A FATHER SENDING HIS ALMOST 30 YEAR OLD SON TO WORK? When asked why doesn't he drive his dad's car, he complains that its a manual gearbox. It was funny and also irritating when he kept asking others where they lived and if they could provide him with transportation to and from work. Wow... what a spoiled brat. When asked why he doesn't buy a car, he goes raving mad and says he doesn't have any money and if you will pay for his car. I was on the verge of telling him to STFU, don't be a sissy and embarrass the guys, go get a car and get a life brat. Don't act like people owe you anything. People like you give us guys the bad name.
I have warped senses in that I see things through my own perspectives, I smell things all foul and unpleasant, I reach out with all my might and yet fail to touch anyone, I choose to hear what I like to hear and I love the taste of bitterness in life. Sounds like your typical pessimistic whiner.
On the upside, at least I realize that I can't trust my senses. My brain interprets all these negative stuff when I bottom out but cleverly ignores all the good things I already have in life. I think I need a new brain. Oh wait, maybe I don't have one.
Come to think of it, I will need a new heart as well. All my 5 senses have been corrupted with all the bad stuff that is happening around me to the point that my heart has become calloused and hardened.
After all these years, I'm still trying to figure out who I am. Do I belong to the light or to the darkness? Will you tell me?