Where do I go from here?

I had the scare of my life earlier this month. My dad suffered a major heart attack and was admitted to Cardiac ICU for 3 days. Thank God that the ballooning and stent procedure went well and the multiple clots were rectified.

It was a time where I felt powerless, helpless and useless. To see my mom so worried and I couldn't say anything convincing to make her feel better made me felt even worse. There are times in life where you will feel the same way I felt. What do you do? What did I do? I turned to others for help and support. I also did something that I hadn't done for a very long time. I prayed.

Is this the turning point in my life? Where do I go from here? I feel really tired but I don't know why I'm tired. Sigh...